seven.

i try to make sense of all the sentences spinning inside of my head,

i'm trying to tame all these thoughts that are whirling and filling me with dread.

i don't know how to go from here

i don't know how to go.

i'm trying not to think too hard because it makes my heart break,

i try not to cry too much because it makes my head and body ache.

i don't know how to go from here

i don't know how to go.

i'm trying not to imagine next week because it scares the hell outta me,

i try not to surrender to despair because i don't want to lose hope.

i don't know how to go from here

i don't know how to go.

all i know is i have to find

a way to make things right

all i know is i have to hold on

and hold you really tight.

i'm trying to fix my life, so if you could please be patient with me,

i would really like to spend my time with you and happily.

i don't know how to go from here

i don't know how to go.

but i know i need you here

to help me find my way.