eighteen.

and i always thought you'd

be the one to tell me i belong

be the one you fall in love

with.

and i always thought you'd

tell me i was home

and that i was the one

for you.

seventeen.

[old]

it's 2:17

and i'm stalking the streets

and i'm waiting for trouble to find me

it's been a while

but you're still on my mind

and i think tonight's the night

cuz what have i got to lose

what have i got but the truth

where do i have to be

if you can't love me

it's 2:34

i push open your door

just to see you laying there

with your arm around her

and somehow i still care

it's been a while

but you're still on my mind

and i think tonight's the night

cuz what have i got to lose

what have i got but the truth

where do i have to be

if you can't love me

you said you can't love me

you said you can't love me

you said you can't love me

you said you said

it's 2:45

and you wish she were still alive

in a fleeting thought

just before you caught

a sight

of the look in my eyes

and in an instant you knew what you should have done

in an instant all your fears have become

a reality

now it's you and me

our turn

cuz what have we got to lose

what have we got but the truth

where do we have to be

when you can't love me

you said...

now it's 2:53

and i'm stalking the streets

i hear the siren scream

and i'm waiting for trouble to find me

i've got blood on my hands

sixteen.

such a mess

you tell me you're leaving

town for a while

i know you'll be back

so i nod and smile

you tell me you love me

with all of your heart

but how come we're always

so far apart

we're a mess

where to begin

i'm addicted to you

it must be a sin

that you keep pushing me back

then drawing me in

it's such a mess

where to begin

where to begin

you tell me you miss me

where are you today?

skipping through cities

instead of with me

you tell me you love me

with all of your heart

but i can't handle

when we're apart

we're a mess
where to begin
i'm addicted to you
it must be a sin
that you keep pushing me back
and drawing me in
it's such a mess
where to begin
where to begin

you tell me you're sorry
every second day
for something that's hurt me
but it's always the same

you tell me you love me
with all of your heart
but i can't even trust you
when we're apart

we're a mess

where to begin

i'm addicted to you

it should be a sin

that you keep pushing me back

then drawing me in

it's such a mess

where to begin

where to begin
where to begin
where to begin

you tell me you need me
and plead for me to stay
but i'm not the one who's
leaving today

you tell me you love me
with all of your heart
but maybe we're meant to
stay apart

we're a mess
where to begin
i'm addicted to you
it must be a sin
that you keep pushing me back
and drawing me in
it's such a mess
where to begin
where to begin

 

you tell me you miss me

where are you today?

skipping through cities

instead of with me...